He Loved

His life and tiny reality—his world, was based around her. His thoughts and his choices were made for her. He was a tower, built upon her love. A tipsy tower toppling into water soon enough. Sinking down so deep my broken heart would never come back out, but enjoy It's watery grave of a romance long lost more than a bright life lived in the sun with ones who really loved.

Fear Has Been Keeping Me

I want to run into your arms
And be set free from the chains holding me
But fear is keeping me from bringing
My sins to your feet. 

Jesus take the memories
Take my pain
Be it far from me
To ignore Your crimson stains
That carried me to my Daddy's feet
Day after day,
After dark day. 

God I am coming home tonight
I am tired of my desire to fight
I only want your forgiveness
I only want your grace
Come tonight  to my heart
And save me.   

Your Light

Through all the lies
And all the tries on my mind
I see Your light, dimly lit
In the night beckoning me out
Of the shadow of my own heart--

It's hard to see past the dark
When you are deceived  by the lie that
"You are not free, you are a slave to me"


Through all the weeping nights
I have seen Your light
Guiding me home--come through for me now
Father and save my mind from
The hater of my heart.

Life and I (Edit)

Man is my name
And Life, my friend
And I played a game
Searching for Meaning in his house,
Meaning meaning meaning who we could never seem to find
And His meaning Life’s,
Life and I fool around in his house taking our sweet time
While seeking Meaning,
 Our justification for procrastination came from,
Allday who’s my friend as well--
He told us we have many hours to spare until the search need be began,

All of us buds, spilling out the times like slopping sloshing wine from our glasses,
Which were being emptied endlessly by our thirsting throats and hearts
We desired the highest passion--
What we fancy we will style,
After drinking our fill we went back to
The nonchalant search, where could he be? He meaning Meaning,
Meaning is use, Meaning is truth,
Little did we realize of Allday's lies, 
Time had run out on Life and I--and
At the last second
Allday the scoundrel stole away my Life
After that day I shed many a tear wishing for things to be different--

And after I lost my Life I could not find Meaning
If only someone told where Meaning was  hiding
If only someone cared to rescue me
Life and I would have it.

Your Hand, Your Eyes

Now long gone are

Those days of love--

Remember when I held your

Hand and we stared into

Eachother's eyes

Wishing for more time?

This memory,

Makes me cry.

Regrettably unforgettable
Are you my love--
You were, beautiful. 

Tearfully whispering "no" short and cold
Over the phone--"no more".

I guess I can't Write

I guess I can't write
Because I don't know what I want to write--
Like I lack the pointy thought of an arrow that
Pins down a precise idea--
The insufficiency of my butter knife words
Place me far worse
Than a focused blade of steel--
A poignancy would spring from my hands to the page
Touching the hearts and minds of those who read. 

Voice so Tearful

Your voice
Brings mine 
Eyes to cry--
Fingers so tender
Outstretched towards the sky,
You are far beyond beautiful
As I behold your heart so tearful. 

Ramblings

Tumbling down
Falling through
I'm a dancing clown
Fallible proof
My brain--a total doof
And if you think
I am of something to consider
You should reconsider what your mind
Just twittered
Deathly wrong
Are you who assumed
That I am more than
A passing smoke plume. 

Ego Incommunicado

Perpetually vexed
Contextually perplexed 
Incommunicable thought
Alas writes itself naught. 


Verbal subservience
Scholarly impotence 
Ego incommunicado
No mental bravado. 
 

Quite incapable
Quietly contrite
Unable to write
I Instead
Only pen
Nite.  

A Love for You

Oh so refined
Tinkling china dine--
Sophistication a
Ladies attraction--
Come, from me to sip
Oh so delicate lips.


Come to me by
Candle light--pour into
Me a dream,
When our lips meet
True romance treats,
When it's just
You and me
My lovely tea. 

Bitter

A tight fight or a
Flying kite
You and I
Spend the night
Suffering
Through a
Bitter bite. 

Without

I'm so alone in the world
With out a hand to hold
Or a heart to bear.
I am so alone without
Your love--
Can I make it through
Yet another painful day
Without your hand
In mine? 
I do not know.
I simply do not know.