The Pains, The Struggles

I can’t take the struggle, I can’t take the pain,

I don’t understand why I must endure life, And all of Its hurts,

There is no one who understands, who I am,

And there is no one, who thinks of me as friend,

Every relationship, I break,

And every person, hates,

I can’t go into the streets, without crushing depression,

And unnecessary struggle against something,

I Don’t even understand,

People I meet, don’t want to talk to me,

Because I am repulsive, and don’t have anything,

To offer,

Sunk down so deep into the mud, I’ll never, never escape,

And my whole life,

Will be wasted trying to get away,

From the pain, that I can’t take,

And the struggle, that I won’t win